Everything yet nothing

Have you ever known a person who “everyone loves”? They draw a crowd everywhere they go, their cell is always ringing and people always tell them how great they are? I know people like that and they tend to be the loneliest people I know. The reason I know this is because I used to be one of those people. I would be at a conference or out to dinner with colleagues who would be hanging on my every word…and yet I was very lonely. I longed for a deep touch from the people who I met but sex didn’t have anything to do with the way I felt and what I longed for. I needed to learn to love myself before I could really love anyone else or let their love in. I had no idea where to start let alone learn how.  Learning how I loved was the key to opening the door to my heart and letting love shine through. When I learned how God wove me to be even before I was born, I knew where the next step was. This step taught me how to make the pain go away. I can show you how…